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f a r a w a y
05:23
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me & my mother
met on the middle ground
long after
you stopped comin' round
i said you were god
she said that isn't true
because god is never gone
look at the ceiling of the room
i didn't see yr shape
there were only silverfish
& the lights from my alarm clock
9:11 make a wish
i still see you in pieces
on faces on the train
i do mental acrobatics
when someone says yr name
i can feel y o u disappearing
but one thing's still the same
yr on the far side of the room
maybe you aren't gone
but baby you aren't god
but you made me feel like a christian
like you died on the cross
you would wash the feet of sinners
& reassure the lost
on the 3rd day i couldn't make it
had a meeting with the boss
i'm not scared of resurrection
i'm just scared of what i'm not
it's not the weight it's the distance
it's the coldness between moons
it's the emptiness inside
an abandoned cocoon
yr not there but i can see you
if i squint my eyes
yr on the far side of the room
maybe you aren't gone
but yr far away my love
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e n d t i m e s
03:38
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well i was waitin for
the end to come
but all i got was
disappointment
should've known how much
i loved you then
when you gave me yr
athlete's foot ointment
always on never off
i'm stayin up way past my bedtime
all the lights are turnin off
& i'm thinkin of you in the end times
well i heard what you said
but we can't wrap it up 'til it's done
no i can't talk right now
'cause yr still my number one
what's this
i've been redecorating my room
ignite a love of change within me
& if i fell for somebody new
would it feel like god or blasphemy
خداحافظ / خدای من
are you starting to feel better
خداحافظ / خدای من
since you tore up my last letter
what's next
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s u p e r b l u e
03:57
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how could i not think of you
when the sky gets super blue
like a button in my head
i suddenly wish for death
cause i thought of yr eyes
verdant nights in Foster park
we went swimmin after dark
hard to remember what i said
but i'll die before i forget
the oceans in yr eyes
watch the sun set
i try to move on but
it hasn't happened yet
no telling why
yr the bluest sky
cataloguing my mistakes
ink on the page goes on for days
i could run for president
with my knack for reticence
so i can never talk through it
it's amorphous it always is
i breathe the blue world in
i start coughin a minute in
o i'm paralyzed
'cause i thought of yr eyes
yks tseulb eht ry
yhw gnillet on
tey deneppah t'nsah ti
tub no evom ot yrt i
tes nus eht hctaw
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like tired autumn leaves
we fell to the floor
you've clearly resolved
to not call me anymore
& damp autumn fog
on my windowpane
condensates &
reminds me of last night's
autumn rain
i'm so sick
but you seem to be better
still stuck in it
since we said now or never
i'm so sick
or maybe just
under the weather
were we
better together
'cause my "feet
[are still] in the fetters"
i'm just bitter
you figured it out
was it infection from the cold
or fear of growing old
that kept us distant
it doesn't help that
i'm far as hell from Humboldt
or affection for the bold
for those who break the mold
you said i give you light
but what you need are
wires nuts & bolts
fair enough
you need grease to push the lever
i'm still stuck
but i'm glad yr doin better
i'm so sick
i'm bitter
but i'll figure it out
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l i g h t h o u s e
03:05
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there's a shadow
on the rosebush
there's a lighthouse
on the lakefront
let go of the weight
in your arms
eggbeater your legs
in the dark
do yr breaststroke
tell yr best joke
there's a lighthouse
there's a light now
the sun is set now
the heart is warmer anyway
my love is gone now
but love's never
far away
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